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Moonlight and musings :)


The red moon, the dark roads and the loud sounds of cricket -so far from my world in Kolkata !
Mamaam's phone kind of broke into the revierie  - and she exclaimed  as usual "Tumi Dada k felaye thuia kyan jao ? Kao to?"  It made me smile ! My most instant answer would have been , "Bhalo laage , tai !!!" But I knew it would make her more indignant and I will have to work overtime to decipher her hardcore "Bangal" :) It would have been very difficult to make her understand that sometimes I  need my solitude and need to be alone.
 "Me-time ' to most sounds selfish , running away and not caring - but in many ways it is so essential . Just to get away - just to - no reasons !






Maybe to enjoy the roads that empty out by 9.00 to give that deserted look , to listen to the crickets that drum up an orchestra and admire the moon beyond the coconut trees ....Ah solitude can be painful and it can be calming ......Mammam's rejoinder would be "Ki j kao? Mathaa mundu kichui to bujhtachi na !!!!"

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  1. Abhishikta26 November 2015 at 11:25

    Porer bar tomar loge mammam re loiya zeyo, buijhya jabe :)

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