My sublime ennui did not last too long ! Baba developed Facial palsy- gave me a scare . I caught the heat and fell sick! Not a good week , really, but by now I have learnt to live with crisis now..though I am never prepared and feel drained at the end of the day...but calm comes from the acceptance that this is life, getting all het-up and hassled will not work.I am helped by Bhaskar, who is amazing at keeping his head in crisis- I guess Chibu too has inherited the cool- factor in many ways ! I get all nervous when it's my dear ones ! I don't know why I sound so dull, blue..missing real action in life ! Missing the travel in many ways ! Bhaskar does not approve of that -infact that's the main argument these days over the breakfast table! He does not mind me going back full time to work..but not the solo travel ! It's six months now that I am back and haven't left ..haven't sang my bags are packed....!!!
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