-Can you keep a secret?
I sighed. It's not my forte.
But I did not want to lose Amy's trust. So I nodded.
- I see spirits.
- Really?
- I saw one going up to my son's room last night.
- A spirit? It could have been anyone. How do you know it's a spirit?
- No one was there in the house. And would you believe, he woke up with fever.
Amy looked troubled.
- Stay with us tonight. I feel scared.
I had errands to run. And there was a coffee meet with a friend. But I could not say no to her.
When I walked into Amy's house it seemed like any other house. Double storied, normal, not where you would find spirits lurking. We had dinner and I decided to use the living room as I wanted to read. Amy's son seemed better today and chatted a bit.
I was amid a mystery. A soldier lost in battle, presumed dead by his family. The son is in distress, being bullied by his friends, cornered, and suddenly appears the father. In uniform.
I feel strange.
The story, Amy's spirit, an alien house and someone is watching me. I turrn around. I see a silhouette. Just there. Just standing.
And then it moves and I feel it's breath on me. And the hands slowly came on me with a pillow!!!!
Am I dead? I let out a muffled scream.
- Hey you need a pillow! Look how you are sleeping!
There was Amy with a pillow!
- Amy? My goodness, I almost saw the spirit!
Amy looked strange!
- Would you believe? I saw it come to the room, I thought it was you, and then I saw you sleeping without the pillow!
- Can you keep a secret?
A long overdue blog about the path that I was seeking , or did the path seek me out ? Over the years the sheen of belief was wearing off and I was beginning to question the master about the magic - about faith becoming commercial, about what Bhaskar stated, "This is all about money". Packing my bags off and going solo isn't very uncommon in my life, but this time I was not on work per se. Checking-in into the Ashram, was on my bucket-list for ever-since, and it was an amazing experience. Despite the crowd, the ambiance just reverberated with a mix of reverence, energy , faith, hope, prayer - and questions too ! Like I mentioned before meditation was not about spiritual pyrotechnics, but a metaphor connected to life. Like the corner I chose had a vantage view of the stage and despite a stench that started emanating from the corner, I just could not leave that place, for the view that corner offered got me stuck there. Life is like that, we are often stuck in the rut , ...
I had no idea you were this good at telling stories ! I see you used the prompt on Reedsy. Wonderful ma'am. 😀
ReplyDeleteThank you...yes the Reedsy was the cue...but what if I tell you this this is true?
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