Mother's Day perspective :)

Some evenings turn out to be good in the end ! The short shower and the walk to Chowman in search of food ...Despite Chibu's cribs, we found a place for two just as we walked in though a big crowd was waiting outside . The dinner was good more because it was our solo outing in months and Chibu comes up with these nuggets that are hilarious ! The food sufficed !

This morning I went back to doing the long Kriya at Art of Living after years. I am always scared of doing this as there is a reaction in my life - looking back they are all learning experiences and coincidences , but caused a lot of pain in the process ! As always it was a divine feeling - though my thoughts somersaulted in my head and the unpleasant mingled with the impossible ....will it help me to purge? We'll see :)

Woke up from my sleep this afternoon to the sound of bell and to mamam telling me , "dekho ke shob aise, gift loiya !" I found two cute kids with boxes of sweets and roses wishing Happy mothers day to all ! It was such a touching gesture really ! But explaining "Mother's day "to Mamam was tough...".Ogo maar Jonomdin hoibo ...kao! tai bari bari giya mishti bitoron kortaache...Party korte hoibo na aar !" Chibu's rejoinder would probably make them stop this ritual altogether !.. After all I gave birth to a legend ...wannabe ... :))

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A holiday with self :)

A long overdue blog about the path that I was seeking , or did the path seek me out ? Over the years the sheen of belief was wearing off and I was beginning to question the master about the magic - about faith becoming commercial, about what Bhaskar stated, "This is all about money". Packing my bags off and going solo isn't very uncommon in my life, but this time I was not on work per se. Checking-in into the Ashram, was on my bucket-list for ever-since, and it was an amazing experience. Despite the crowd, the ambiance just reverberated with a mix of reverence, energy , faith, hope, prayer - and questions too ! Like I mentioned before meditation was not about spiritual pyrotechnics, but a metaphor connected to life. Like the corner I chose had a vantage view of the stage and despite a stench that started emanating from the corner, I just could not leave that place, for the view that corner offered got me stuck there. Life is like that, we are often stuck in the rut , ...

The 3 men in my life!

That's a strange caption I chose ! But for me, am in a sentimental nostalgic mood - It's not easy for me to watch, as the first man around whom my world revolved stumble, totter and be spaced out ! Of course his spirit is still strong and I ensure that he is never left alone or lonely ,but I guess I can't...in the end he is alone with his thoughts! Of course I am talking of Baba ! He still is my priority at times over Bhaskar , who suffers silently . Baba and Bhaskar can still be jealous over each other when I buy something for one and leave the other out. So it has been a habit now to buy 2 identical things for the two, cos I know they will end up comparing ! The third one is going to be 21 in two days time ! And aren't I glad that he has grown up ! I was not really the best of smoochie-woochie -baby -talkie mothers ! I guess that's the reason why Chibu still feels embarrassed when hugged ! But at times I am amazed that 21 years flew by...I still can remember ...

Morning bells are ringing ......

Heidi lived in Alps with her Alms uncle - I read this story in a book that was called The Big Big Story Book and it had a compilation of amazing stories that were my first foray into the world of English story books. Recently on a long flight I watched the movie much to delight of the young steward who was our attendant that night. My first glimpse of the Alps was from our flight ...the dawn breaking to spread the orange hues over the snowy terrain...looked mesmerizing even to someone who is not too fond of the mountains. Switzerland was beautiful, with its manicured terrain and flowers like pretty maids all in a row, picture perfect setting and breathtaking, like a touch me not porcelain beauty. Coming from my "elo melo" city I wondered how people managed to keep a country so organized , I have trouble keeping my room in ship shape...... No, I would not like to live there ......it's too distant and too cold ,but what I will carry in my heart is the awesome time .......

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