Random thoughts @ early morning !

Morning is not my favorite time of the day- and it is not the best of time to take up the pen/keyboard whatever! I am cranky, crabby and crotchety...especially if I have to wake up at 5.30 ,thanks to Chibu's football match and to meet a deadline for my incomplete tasks! My attention span is at it's lowest, and at the slightest pretext I will browse Jabong, Craftsville , Flipkart and all the shopping sites that thrives cos of suckers like me
( Bhaskar's opinion) ! And there is Angry Birds, my latest addiction ( that again Thanks to Chibu- cos if he hadn't taught me to play , I wouldn't have known how to use the mouse to maneuver that sling )!! Last evening I deactivated my second Facebook account .A whole lot of names popped up who would miss me ! Miss me? wow! I hardly knew them....they were my students at some point of time, or my friends of yore ....from whom I have moved away or maybe vice-versa...or the random people FB thinks I can be friends with :((( ! The reason for deactivating threw up a number of options..I thought I would be truthful and choose "I spend too much time on FB"....something which even my boss complained about once!!!But then I chose to be civil and chose "I have another account"!
......... Amidst all that I sent a silent prayer for Dalia's daughter...hope she gets what she wants....I know the agony of a mother's helplessness ! JGD !

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Morning bells are ringing ......

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A holiday with self :)

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